The Hero's Journey

Funny, that I should have called my ongoing guitar experience "the journey", when just a few weeks after starting this blog we read an excerpt from Campbell's "Hero With A Thousand Faces", detailing the steps of "the hero's journey" (which by the way, was the basis for The Matrix). And really, I don't want to be overdrammatic here; I don't know really how much of my experience fits the steps or the idea of a "hero's" journey. But in a way, I suppose it reflects what I'm trying to do. "The hero's journey always begins with a call"-- maybe you've already experienced something like this in your life. Something doesn't feel quite right, or something simply compells you to do something that's completely out of your normal character. For me, this came at a time in my life when I had abandoned everything out of the ordinary. I had given up, since I was little, on ballet, gymnastics, ice skating, violin, tae kwon do, and sculpture. Then all of the sudden, I realized that I was stagnating. I wasn't writing, I wasn't reading, and I really wasn't doing anything outside of school. I had always admired guitarists and songwriters, so I decided it was time for me to try. I started researching, found a Yamaha on Amazon for 200 bucks, and I was ready to fork it over just so I could get a taste of that world.

That's when Senpai came along with his so-called "piece of shit" guitar, which is now my adored Carmine.

So, the first step was abandoning my fear of failure, and just going right for it. When I had some trouble with the chords (my biggest obstacle), my "guide" came along to help me, and he's still here to help me. And yes, as Campbell describes, the trials grow increasingly more difficult if you stick with it. (Right now, my latest trial is that I'm on spring break and lacking my guitar, so my calluses are going to be gone by the time I get back to school). But I stick with it because there's so much I want to learn. Bar chords and finger picking and singing while I play, hammer ons and pull offs and palm mutes.

Of course, Campbell's rendition of the hero's story involves an epiphany, a sort of final boss confrontation, and then a final escape from the "woods" back into "reality". The hero brings something back to the world that the world is missing, and must figure out a way to deliver it. Somehow, I don't think my story is as dramatic; certainly no "final" confrontation here. Perhaps I could equate it to the calluses on my fingers or the pain in my wrist from trying bar chords that my fingers can't quite reach, but that's hardly a life or death confrontation.

I am trying to bring a piece of what I've learned back into the world, though. If I can share my experience with someone, and perhaps spark that person out of stagnation, into their very own hero's journey, then I've done my job. And if I can do that while still maintaining on my own journey, then I've done my job well.

-Kal