There is no spoon*

So, we watched The Matrix in class a few days ago, which was probably one of the most epic classes ever. We spent a lot of time afterwards discussing the symbolism-- what the glasses mean, the roll of the robots, the significance of the telephone as the connection between the worlds-- but of course the one thing that stuck out to me again was everyone's favorite line, "Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, only try to realize the truth.There is no spoon... Then you'll see, that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself."

I thought this was an awesome quote the first time I watched the movie-- and of course I immediately went home and tried to bend a spoon, so obviously I missed the point of it the first time around. And admittedly, this time it took me at least until I got back to my dorm to make the connection.

But, just a few days ago, I picked up my electric (now named Moonlight), and set my mind to finger picking. I tuned the guitar down half a step (see Tuning...and its Hazards for more info) and decided to leave it like that, since a bunch of my favorite songs are tuned as such, and I'm quite lazy. The first song I chose was Broken (Seether, feat. Evanescence's Amy Lee), since the picking is very distinct. I barely even thought about it, just looked at the tab (shown below) named the positions in my head, and started playing. And lo and behold. The technique that for almost a year has been the bane of my guitarist existence suddely just...happened. I don't really know how to explain it otherwise. I sat down, and I decided to take a different approach. Since chords are my strength, I looked at where in the song I could keep my fingers planted, and tried to relate them to chord positions I already know:

D
e-2h3-------3--3---------3------------2h3-----3---3--------3------------|
B-------(0)------3------3----3-------3------0--------3-----3----3------3-|
G---------0------0---0-------------0-----------0------0---0-----------0---|
D-2------------------------------0-------2-----------------------------0-----|
A-----------------3--------------------------------------3---------------------|
E-------------------------------------------------------------------------------|
                                                 D
e-2h3------3--3--------3-----------0h2-----3p2----0h2-|--------3p2-----|
B-------0-------3------3---3------3------3----------3-------|-3---3-----3----|
G---------0-----0---0-----------0-----------2----------------|----2---------0--|
D-2----------------------------0------0------------------0----|------------------|
A----------------3----------------------------------------------|------------------|
E----------------------------------------------------------------|------------------|

The first position reminds me of a D chord (xx0232), so that's what I named it. A little later in the song, an actual D chord position comes up, so I named that one as well. Once I was able to figure out those positions, I was able to just focus on my plucking hand.

Then I guess as I was playing, that's when it sort of hit me. About the spoon comment I mean-- it's like mind over matter. Once you overcome that mental construction of yourself that can't play, it's no longer a self-defeating construct. Like he points out, the spoon isn't bending-- likewise, the guitar isn't complying, because it's not the guitar that's the issue. You instead, bend around the guitar. You learn to move with it, to work with what you're given, your strengths and weaknesses. You learn how to relate what you can't understand into terms that you can.

And well...I'm still working on that with the acoustic, since it's a lot tougher on your hands. But don't forget-- THERE IS NO SPOON!!!

Till next time.

-Kal